here i go

im done with this tumblr. this is my summer one. i have a new one for freshman year but its private.

Like, I’m always the one who has to start the conversations and catch up with you. I’m the only one trying to save what’s left of our friendship. It really gets to me, it makes me feel like I’m the only one who cares.

rant

What a tumultuous month. Even though nothing of great significance has happened in this month, a lot of new things have come to my attention. Things that have had me doubting what I’ve been doing up until now and thinking a lot about my future.

its funny because i really don’t think anyone but me reads your tumblr. but nice vocabulary there. im pretty sure you don’t say that in real life. nice job using thesaurus.com to make yourself sound more intelligent than you are.

I wish life could be easier. I wish the world didn’t revolve around money. I wish I could just live my own life and do whatever I want.

oh, life isn’t easy you say? it’s kind of hard to believe that when im LOOKING AT YOU RIGHT NOW, SEEING YOU PLAY A COMPUTER GAME THAT YOU HAVE BEEN PLAYING FOR THE LAST 3 HOURS. how’s your life hard? college isn’t working out like you wanted it? THEN GO CHANGE THAT. go make your own money. go and gain some weight. im finding it extremely hard to sympathize your situation because you AREN’T trying to change your life. you just keep on playing your freaking computer game for all your life. you can live your life. ask yourself this: who’s stopping you? NO ONE IS. so go do whatever you want. lol jk, you can’t because you’d rather stay inside all summer playing computer games

I’ve only just recently realized that living a quaint and comfortable life just isn’t enough anymore. I want more. More excitement and freedom. I want everyday to be a new adventure. I don’t want my life to end up as just a job. A job that I would just go to day to day and do work, even if I enjoy it. I want to experience the world. Go places. See new things. Help people. But that stuff requires money.

so, your life isn’t working out for you eh? not enough for you, so you want more freedom and excitement? you have a car. you are 20 years old. i dont understand what’s stopping you from doing these things. i’m sure if you actually made an effort to TALK to people, you’d actually make some friends (and stop making me stop talking & hanging out with my own friends). but instead, you’d go play your computer games and whatever for all your summer. you bet that stuff requires money, so go make your own, thanks.

I don’t know if I have the motivation to do that anymore.

Sigh. I know there are tons of people in the world that are worse off than me, so I feel a bit selfish complaining, but yeah. I miss being a kid without a care in the world. Nostalgia attack!

Guess I’ll just have to keep chuggin’ along, and see what the future brings. Let me win the lottery please. :S

i’m not even going to quote what else you wrote because i just can’t comprehend what you even wrote. so, yes, yes there are tons of people in the world that are worse off. our parents didnt kick you out of the house yet, like many probably do when their kid turns 18. our parents didn’t make you go find a job and pay for college yourself. our parents provided you with SO much - education, your stupid computer, laptop, food.. just EVERYTHING. and you say that your “quaint and comfortable” life isn’t enough? haa. let me just tell you one thing now:

NOTHING YOU OWN BELONGS TO YOU. YOU NEVER MADE A CENT IN YOUR LIFE TO PAY FOR ANYTHING THAT YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW.

& from what i have read, the ONLY thing that is keeping you from “being a kid without a care in the world” is COLLEGE, AND THE FUTURE. well we’re all worried about college aren’t we? and right now, i’m worried about high school. so your argument is invalid - i have just proven you wrong in EVERY sense.

yeah, keep ” chuggin’ ” along. hopefully you find a job somewhere as you “chug”. and break out of your shell. no wonder no one enjoys talking to you, because when they do, you never look at them in the eye, and never even try to make the effort to talk to them back.

:SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

to you too

oh, its really cool - how you just go preaching to the WORLD how “godly” and “holy” you are. you go make your profile picture a picture of you praying. whenever asked, you say you love god or your hero is god. now, that might be true, i don’t know. but i just think its funny that you just indirectly say by your actions “oh, i’m a really great person”, because you try to.. manipulate (for lack of a better word at the moment) people into thinking things like that when they see your profile picture. and then at home, you get mad over the slightest things. around 12:00 or 12:30 when you tell me to sleep and i just say “wait, hold on, im talking to someone”, you just lose your patience. you just say, “you have five seconds, or i swear i will go punch you”. oh, yeah im sure that’s what “good” people do, go around punching people if they don’t listen to you. yeah, so i pretty much think you’re pathetic. you’ve never had a job, the biggest hypocrite (note: i don’t like calling people hypocrites, cause in return, i’m a hypocrite myself for calling someone else one… but i just HAD to say that because it fits him perfectly) i’ve ever known, you’re not even going to college next year, you’re addicted to video games, andd i really think you’ve gone OUT less than 3 times this whole summer, excluding leaving for family or church purposes. 

okay it just pisses me off when my brothers go check my tumblr. i wish there was a way to make them unfollow me. and even if you read it, i dont care. just don’t ask me about it. obviously you knew who the post is about. so please just UNFOLLOW ME, and STOP READING MY BLOG. 

oh and i hope you know that you guys are freaking annoying and i can’t wait until you START MAKING YOUR OWN MONEY FOR ONCE, MOVE OUT, AND GTFO.

colossians is such a great book in the bible

(:

harry potter is just better than twilight, face it. i’ll tackle (or try to) every one of these reasons that are on here: http://www.facebook.com/pages/100-Reasons-Why-Twilight-is-BETTER-Than-Harry-Potter/348979903383?v=wall&ref=search

okay, so first, “harry potter is less mature than twilight”

uhh are you serious.. twilight is just about having a boyfriend/two guys fight over you/having sex/getting pregnant/having a baby. sure, that might be a mature topic, but harry potter focuses on morals and integrity. harry is willing to sacrifice himself to save the lives of his friends at Hogwarts. friendships get broken up (something we can all relate to), drama between even the best of friends. which one has a deeper meaning of “maturity”?

“harry potter’s cast hasn’t even been in any other movies”

just proves to show that harry potter film producers purposely hired people that could portray the characters the best. they weren’t looking for an actor that has been in 235423 different movies, so they could say “STARRING: ROBERT PATTISON” for more attention.

“stephanie meyer is such a good writer, she totally changed the whole aspect of vampries and werewolves”

no. thats just retarded. she can’t just change the whole origins of vampires and werewolves, that have been around for probably thousands of years, just for her damn book. she wrote it like that so some random person couldn’t go up to edward and stab him in the heart with a stake so he would die (which we’d all like). changing the origin of “vampries” and “werewolves” was a dumb move, in my opinion.

“Haven’t you noticed that most fairy tales have magic, unicorns, fairies, pixie wands, etc. So I guess Harry Potter is a Fairy Tale. Ha-ha” and “The Harry Potter Books are in the Children’s Section in every bookstore and library. Because Harry Potter was written mainly for children.”

Ha-ha to you too, have you seen the quote: Edward sparkles, doesn’t kill people, and hangs around in the woods. He’s obviously a fairy.& speaking of children/fairytales, Harry Potter educates childeren at a young age about good vs. evil. to do the good thing even if its hard. sure, it’s aimed at kids, but we grew up with them as kids so we’ll remember it as adults. not like those damn twilight books for pubescent teen girls, who will read it, love it, and throw it away before they’re shunned as an adult. 

“Twilight teaches about forbidden loves. It’s like Romeo and Juliet.”

…twilight teaches about some 17 year old girl that gets knocked up by a vampire. teen pregnancy, anyone? totally a great message for kids. oh, and bella decides to ignore the care of her family/friends after edward breaks up w/ her, and decides to jump off of a cliff. too bad she didn’t drown -_-

“A wizard’s way of travel, is not very fun at all. A broomstick? How original. Apparating? Seen it. Running faster than anything is way cooler and way more creative.”

did you just read what you wrote? “running faster than anything” is more creative than transportation on a broomstick or apparating?.. okay.

“Twilight won way more awards than Harry Potter!”

yeah, cause most of these awards were based on the people’s votes. and have you not noticed how the internet is filled with twi-hards posting “OMG, I LUVV TWILIGHT”

i deactivated my facebook, or i’m going to try to. going on there makes me feel upset, like im excluded… i hope i can laugh about how dumb i was in the summer when school starts

anyways so i have two great friends. i know they’ll stick by me and talk to me and stuff :) best people i could ever ask for. i just miss talking to them, well just one of them. i talked to the other one yesterday. COME BACK INTO MY LIFE :D. 

Day 1 - Your favorite book
Day 2 - Your favorite movie 
Day 3 - Is there any of the film adaptations that have made you angry because they’ve ignored important parts of the book? 
Day 4 - Least favorite female character and why
Day 5 - Favorite male character and why
Day 6 - What house would you want to be in
Day 7 - Favorite female character and why
Day 8 - What do you think would be your favorite lesson?
Day 9 - Least favorite male character
Day 10 - Horcruxes or Hallows
Day 11 - What character would you say you are most like?
Day 12 - Favorite ship
Day 13 - Least favorite movie
Day 14 - Team Voldemort or Team Harry
Day 15 - Who would be your best friends at Hogwarts (Three Only)
Day 16 - Who is your favorite Death Eater?
Day 17 - Are you excited about the Deathly Hallows movies or scared they won’t do the book justice? 
Day 18 - Least favorite book
Day 19 - Do you prefer the books or the movies
Day 20 - If you got to meet one member of the cast, who would it be?
Day 21 - Out of all the characters that died, if you could bring one back, who would it be?
Day 22 - Harry Potter or Twilight
Day 23 - Any part of the books or movies that makes you cry?
Day 24 - Any particular scene you wished would have been put in the movie, but wasn’t?
Day 25 - Nineteen years later. Are you happy how it turned out, or do you wish something was different, ie Neville married Luna
Day 26 - If you would be able to work one spell without a wand what would it be?
Day 27 - Would you rather own the Invisibility Cloak, The Resurrection Stone or The Elder Wand? 
Day 28 - Do you listen to Wizard Wrock, what do you think about it?
Day 29 - Did you enjoy A Very Potter Musical?
Day 30 - What affect has Harry Potter made on your life and how much does it mean to you?