November 2010
1 post
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im done with this tumblr. this is my summer one. i have a new one for freshman year but its private.
September 2010
1 post
I hate friends who never give a fuck if you're...
Like, I’m always the one who has to start the conversations and catch up with you. I’m the only one trying to save what’s left of our friendship. It really gets to me, it makes me feel like I’m the only one who cares.
August 2010
3 posts
rant
What a tumultuous month. Even though nothing of great significance has happened in this month, a lot of new things have come to my attention. Things that have had me doubting what I’ve been doing up until now and thinking a lot about my future.
its funny because i really don’t think anyone but me reads your tumblr. but nice vocabulary there. im pretty sure you don’t say...
oh, its really cool - how you just go preaching to the WORLD how “godly” and “holy” you are. you go make your profile picture a picture of you praying. whenever asked, you say you love god or your hero is god. now, that might be true, i don’t know. but i just think its funny that you just indirectly say by your actions “oh, i’m a really great...
okay it just pisses me off when my brothers go check my tumblr. i wish there was a way to make them unfollow me. and even if you read it, i dont care. just don’t ask me about it. obviously you knew who the post is about. so please just UNFOLLOW ME, and STOP READING MY BLOG.
oh and i hope you know that you guys are freaking annoying and i can’t wait until you START MAKING YOUR OWN...
July 2010
21 posts
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colossians is such a great book in the bible
(:
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harry potter is just better than twilight, face it. i’ll tackle (or try to) every one of these reasons that are on here: http://www.facebook.com/pages/100-Reasons-Why-Twilight-is-BETTER-Than-Harry-Potter/348979903383?v=wall&ref=search
okay, so first, “harry potter is less mature than twilight”
uhh are you serious.. twilight is just about having a boyfriend/two guys fight...
so
i deactivated my facebook, or i’m going to try to. going on there makes me feel upset, like im excluded… i hope i can laugh about how dumb i was in the summer when school starts
anyways so i have two great friends. i know they’ll stick by me and talk to me and stuff :) best people i could ever ask for. i just miss talking to them, well just one of them. i talked to the other...
i've taken a liking to surreal art
yes
Day 1 - Your favorite book Day 2 - Your favorite movie Day 3 - Is there any of the film adaptations that have made you angry because they’ve ignored important parts of the book? Day 4 - Least favorite female character and why Day 5 - Favorite male character and why Day 6 - What house would you want to be in Day 7 - Favorite female character and why Day 8 - What do you think would be your...
when summers over
& people ask “how was your summer”, i think i’ll just give them a link to this blog. and then i’ll make a new private one to blog about school or something.
“And they think I’m okay. But I’m not.” — Owen...
i sound pretty emo
so if anyone’s actually reading my blog and theyre like ‘wow.. he’s emo’ let me assure you that im not. just the past couple of days have been kinda rough i guess. but lemme just say that i love life even if its kinda painful and hard. i have everything that i need. not necessarily things that i want, but i have everything that i need. and im not saying i like, hate...
screw this.
i hate this feeling like im not wanted. this overwhelming feeling, especially powerful on my chest. the feeling that someone’s better than me. that i’m not “worthy” of something. i hate how i can be easily replaced. forgotten. honestly, i dont know who my friends are. again, i feel like i need my friends more than they need me. i feel like everyone forgets me. i...
i feel like i need everyone more than they need me
i find myself desperately trying to cling on to whatever’s left of my friendship with another person. i feel like i need them in my lives, but that they don’t need me in theirs. that it would be okay if i just left their lives forever. honestly i dont have a lot of close friends. i have friends. i have some best friends. but i don’t really know who is close to me, that actually...
Twilight is so much better because it’s real, at least it could be real. Harry Potter is just about some teenage kids who desperately need to grow up. Also there is no love in HP, Twilight is like the modern romeo & juliet, because if anyone has read romeo & juliet you would see how similar the mindless obsession is…..
yeah, twilight is real. cause i just go to school and...
twilight/harry potter?
okay if you know me at all, you probably know that i love harry potter, and that i like to read in general. you probably don’t know that i actually read twilight, or tried to. i got halfway, and couldn’t finish. now, it just pisses me off to see so many twilight/eclipse or whatever statuses. mostly about the movie.
the NOVELS
okay so about twilight. its about a girl named bella who...
June 2010
16 posts
laate
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
i’ll save this for another day cuz i need to go soon -_-
Day 2 — Your Crush
ohkay. so uhh, im gonna go ahead and NOT write a letter for this one. some things should be secretive, dont you think?
Day 3 — Your parents
hi parents, you are telling me to go sleep..
3 more things.
1. hi, you’ve been through too much stuff. not you exactly (well, i dont think), but your peers have, which affects you. i know that you care about them deeply, and you want them to stop what some of them do/are doing. it’s amazing how you’ve resisted every temptation in these two years of middle school, when people began to change. you always knew there was a better alternative, and turned...
i was starting to feel bad
for the last 3 posts but then you go again. seriously, you think youre way wiser, clever, and it just pisses me off. okay and then you go tattle tale on me. wtf, youre like an adult. who still DOES that.. stop acting like youre so superior. im not the one thats gonna be in community college for like 4 years, was it? yeah, im going to actually work hard in school so i can go to a good college. once...
oh hey
again like i said
my brother is an effing retard
holy…
my brother is a retard
-_-…
random facts
-when i upload pictures, i actually think about what the other person(s) in the picture might think about it.
-whenever i play really popular songs like ‘hey soul sister’ my bro will join in and start singing.. thats why i listen to songs by like billy joel and stuff :)
-there are SO MANY awkward pictures of me.. way more than there should be HAHAH
hahahhahaha
You can either send it to them (anonymously or with your name) or keep them to yourself. On this day you write a letter to:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you...
bored
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
“It’s hypocritical to call someone else a hypocrite.”
when you call someone a hypocrite, are you saying you’re never a hypocrite? i’m sure we all are in our lives, so then when you call someone a hypocrite, remember that you’re being hypocritical.
“Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.”
only...
right now
nostalgia is taking over. i want it to be yesterday, or even a week ago. i know the effects of loneliness/longing isn’t here yet, but i dread when it will. when i start missing everyone. when i wish i could see everyone again. when i wish we would be in school again. when i start regretting how i didn’t spend enough time with them. but until then, im gonna keep going on tumblr,...
1st day of summer :D
im so tired. philine’s trampoline is just amazing. haha
good first day of summer. probably no other days can beat this, but we’ll see :)
too tired to do two of the 30 day challenges.. will do them tomorrow
Day 01 — Your favorite song
okay, i dont really have a favorite song. i have like 50. basically i like songs that are mellow.. have a good beat.. old songs.. yeaah. i dont really like rap, so 102.7 kiis fm & 97.1 amp radio really annoys me when theyre both on rap songs. and i’m resulted to listen to nothing. but shirin burned me a CD and taught me how to do it. so heres my list of...
30 day challenge
but i’ll do two a day.
30 Day Challenge!
Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years...
oh and
i made this because i wanted these posts to be private, except to certain people. so basically less than 5 people know about my personal blog! but i’ll tell people about it, probably.
10 things
that i wanna say to people
1. hey, you’re an amazing person. stay in my life next year when we go to northwood together. i hope we get to know each other more and have classes with each other and hang out in the summer. i like our talks on gmail, theyre usually really fun and i star a lot of them.
2. we better stay in touch cause youre not going to northwood. keep trying hard, i know...
8th
im graduating 8th grade in less than twelve hours. its just.. unbelievable how fast the year has blown by. sure, some nights i wish that school would just be over when i’m doing projects, essays, or studying. but looking back at the year, i dont regret anything that has happened. sure, some irate words came out of my mouth at times, but like i said, my conscience is clean. some events that...