rant
What a tumultuous month. Even though nothing of great significance has happened in this month, a lot of new things have come to my attention. Things that have had me doubting what I’ve been doing up until now and thinking a lot about my future.
its funny because i really don’t think anyone but me reads your tumblr. but nice vocabulary there. im pretty sure you don’t say that in real life. nice job using thesaurus.com to make yourself sound more intelligent than you are. I wish life could be easier. I wish the world didn’t revolve around money. I wish I could just live my own life and do whatever I want. oh, life isn’t easy you say? it’s kind of hard to believe that when im LOOKING AT YOU RIGHT NOW, SEEING YOU PLAY A COMPUTER GAME THAT YOU HAVE BEEN PLAYING FOR THE LAST 3 HOURS. how’s your life hard? college isn’t working out like you wanted it? THEN GO CHANGE THAT. go make your own money. go and gain some weight. im finding it extremely hard to sympathize your situation because you AREN’T trying to change your life. you just keep on playing your freaking computer game for all your life. you can live your life. ask yourself this: who’s stopping you? NO ONE IS. so go do whatever you want. lol jk, you can’t because you’d rather stay inside all summer playing computer games I’ve only just recently realized that living a quaint and comfortable life just isn’t enough anymore. I want more. More excitement and freedom. I want everyday to be a new adventure. I don’t want my life to end up as just a job. A job that I would just go to day to day and do work, even if I enjoy it. I want to experience the world. Go places. See new things. Help people. But that stuff requires money. so, your life isn’t working out for you eh? not enough for you, so you want more freedom and excitement? you have a car. you are 20 years old. i dont understand what’s stopping you from doing these things. i’m sure if you actually made an effort to TALK to people, you’d actually make some friends (and stop making me stop talking & hanging out with my own friends). but instead, you’d go play your computer games and whatever for all your summer. you bet that stuff requires money, so go make your own, thanks.
I don’t know if I have the motivation to do that anymore. Sigh. I know there are tons of people in the world that are worse off than me, so I feel a bit selfish complaining, but yeah. I miss being a kid without a care in the world. Nostalgia attack! Guess I’ll just have to keep chuggin’ along, and see what the future brings. Let me win the lottery please. :S
i’m not even going to quote what else you wrote because i just can’t comprehend what you even wrote. so, yes, yes there are tons of people in the world that are worse off. our parents didnt kick you out of the house yet, like many probably do when their kid turns 18. our parents didn’t make you go find a job and pay for college yourself. our parents provided you with SO much - education, your stupid computer, laptop, food.. just EVERYTHING. and you say that your “quaint and comfortable” life isn’t enough? haa. let me just tell you one thing now: NOTHING YOU OWN BELONGS TO YOU. YOU NEVER MADE A CENT IN YOUR LIFE TO PAY FOR ANYTHING THAT YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW. & from what i have read, the ONLY thing that is keeping you from “being a kid without a care in the world” is COLLEGE, AND THE FUTURE. well we’re all worried about college aren’t we? and right now, i’m worried about high school. so your argument is invalid - i have just proven you wrong in EVERY sense. yeah, keep ” chuggin’ ” along. hopefully you find a job somewhere as you “chug”. and break out of your shell. no wonder no one enjoys talking to you, because when they do, you never look at them in the eye, and never even try to make the effort to talk to them back. :SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS to you too
