screw this.
i hate this feeling like im not wanted. this overwhelming feeling, especially powerful on my chest. the feeling that someone’s better than me. that i’m not “worthy” of something. i hate how i can be easily replaced. forgotten. honestly, i dont know who my friends are. again, i feel like i need my friends more than they need me. i feel like everyone forgets me. i haven’t had a heart to heart talk with anyone for so long. ughh. i know there are a lot of people that have it worse than me. like a lot worse, but for now, i’ll say it proudly and shamelessly: i hate my life.
